Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Daybook, 24 September 2013

A little late on this week's daybook, but that may not be so unusual...

Outside my window...
It was COLD this morning, which is lovely.

Breathing deeply...
We're doing much better on the evening walks -- probably at least half the evenings?  Plus a lot of barge-hauling and bale-toting as we rearrange the house for baby.

I am thankful for...
a relatively easy pregnancy.  Everything I want to complain about seems to be a signal to remember that someone I know has the same symptom, only more troublesome, and sometimes for a sadder reason...

I am listening to...
the hum of computers; writing over lunch time at work (with my feet up on a standing desk, which makes leaning up to type rather interesting, given this big belly).

From the kitchen...
Husband made a spectacular chicken-and-bok-choy stir fry on Sunday.  Last night, I made two batches of "pumpkin" chocolate-chip cookie bars, using some CSA squash instead of the pumpkin.  They've got a weird bitter aftertaste, which the internet suggests might be due to slightly rancid (even though fresh-bought) whole wheat flour.  Also made two batches of fudge, which I haven't yet gotten around to picking at...

I am wearing...
"skinny" maternity jeans (the comfy full-panel ones were all skinny jeans when I was buying jeans), a white camisole, and Husband's red sweatshirt. That last item looks particularly weird to me; it sits almost the same way it does when I'm not pregnant, except that it's full of firm round belly instead of air.

I am creating...
Still working on the chemo cap; progress is frustratingly slow.

Bringing beauty to my home...
Same as last week: We're in the middle of an enormous furniture-rearranging project to make room for the new baby, and we also have a new couch! Practicing letting go of all the Stuff I've been holding on to, and hoping the practice builds skills that stick.

I am reading...
Working on reading more actual books; I still read a lot of blogs (well, blog archives, really), but I'm sauntering through What Matters in Jane Austen? (from the library) and Going in Circles (which has been on my to-read shelf forever).  Both fun; the former is a bit dry, but interesting to me, while the latter is mostly silly (in a good way).  Also reading scraps of the Our Bodies, Ourselves pregnancy and childbirth book.

I am hoping...
for a safe and reasonably happy birth for this baby, and for healing and good health all over my family.

I am pondering...
how to present this paper to the reading group on Thursday

Cultivating rhythm...
Our late schedule persists; it still frustrates us a little, and still seems to be working pretty nicely as far as household functioning goes.

Learning lessons in...
compassion; as I mentioned above, all the pregnancy symptoms I want to complain about seem to have become calls to remember others who are suffering more.

One of my favorite things...
anticipating autumn and Thanksgiving and Christmas -- and now, this year, baby too.

A few plans for the rest of the week...
It should be pretty quiet around here; I'm hoping to have the energy for more evenings of rearranging and culling.  Husband is going for a weekend hike. I don't really want to leave the house at all; I want to be at home, making home better.

It does seem that my love of open spaces and my desire to have our baby grow up in a tidy, open house is enough to make me get rid of things I've been holding onto.

A picture thought...


I'm even getting rid of my beloved (though little-used) typewriter.



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